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13 May 2006

I've just finished washing my hair of refried beans and rice, figuratively. After four nights working at the Mexican restaurant, I've quit. Dealing with management with control issues and bad manners was just what I needed as a wake-up call to be-my-own-boss. This way I can treat my employees, me, with the respect they deserve. Greg and I had been discussing this career move for a while. I was going to continue working on a part-time basis and try starting my photography business. Since I've quit this messy and unfulfilling job, we've decided that I should just concentrate on making the business a go instead. Sure, extra income would be good, but I don't want my dignity to suffer just to have a few extra bucks. I'll look for photography work instead.

What surprised me was my reaction to what was going on. I think, in the past, I would have let a manager insult me in front of the rest of the staff (yes, this happened here on my third night), however I didn't. After this incident happened I composed my shocked self and spoke directly to the owner-who made the comments. I told her that I found her criticism not-constructive, inappropriate in public, and specifically unfounded. She was way out of line & I am not used to being treated this way. Is it possible that my age, traveling, and being unemployed for so long has changed me into some sort of zen-being? Nah, but I have found that I am more mellowed by the experiences I have had in the last couple of years.

Starting the business has been difficult. For one thing, the NZ government has divisions to help first time entrepreneurs, however I am not eligible to get help until our residency comes through. This paperwork, last I heard was to be stamped & returned on May 10th, it's now the 13th. Just biding my time. It's also difficult to get motivated. Hmm, knitting and making lunch/dinner/grocery shopping or calling around and networking? Fortunately there is a meeting of industry photographers on monday & I'll be attending. Also fortunately for me, there is a bridal expo next weekend which will help with two things: networking and figuring stuff out for the wedding. Things are starting to look good.